reactions please!

hello everyone!

i'm sure three of you might have something to say about the stranger i brought along last saturday. do tell!!!

he likes you guys! (WELL OF COURSE! HE'D BETTER! what's not to like, anyway?) he's amused by leo and the way he treats d-4 like lego. he thinks mark's funny just being himself (and he really is!!!). he noticed how jo's just quiet and observant, amused by how affectionate we were. and aissa, he says you're such an inquisitive girl. magtanong daw ba kasi kung kami na?!?! hehehe i don't blame you for asking though. i know i've let my guard down already. it's fun. and no, we're not an official couple. like you said "that's called dating exclusively without being together". he says he's glad we chose to go and see you guys because he had fun and it was the first time he saw me really comfortable and in control.

alam niyo, ang weird niya mag-gitara. kaya hindi ako makakanta nang maayos eh. syempre, both of us are looking at each other na parang "what's wrong with you?" kaya tumigil nalang kami. hehehe... did you hear? he sang me this chris isaak song. it goes something like, "i want to fall in love with you..." and did you see him carry me? i'm sure you did. but i jumped down because he suddenly put his hands on my thighs (under my butt, no less) to make it easier for him. and in my head i was like "hey, wait, that's my butt!"

didn't make him see all of my sketch book, but when i finally get it from you, leo, i will. para naman patas kami. he lets me see his works. ack, i'm so exposed.

btw, leo. yes, everything is a cycle, that's why i'm up here again, and it does get me worried that one day things might fall apart, and i'll be bothered by the little details again. sulking may feel bad, but if you do it well enough, you'll come out with some pretty valuable revelations. i'm also trying to lose weight, though i don't know how with all the things i want to do. exercising is one of the last on my list. assign me any task for your 21st birthday, i'll be glad to do it.